It’s the last day of the year, so traditionally a time when one casts a retrospective eye over the year and deems it either worth celebrating, or writing off as a total loss. 2016 has been a complete dumpster fire for many people for a variety of reasons, and I am certainly no exception. Personal issues aside, in terms of running, I am truly struggling to pull together the usual show-reel of highlights; winter training with friends, running up and down hills for fun, smiley summer trail running pictures, a smorgasbord of medals and race keepsakes… well, there’s not much of that to share this year.
2015 went quite radically downhill for me after I completed the Triple Crown, an achievement which I was rightly proud of. After that, I basically stopped regular training. Deep in long term unemployment, unable to plan ahead and enter races which sell out months in advance, I had nothing to focus on other than getting fatter and slower. Of course I could have continued to train in a useful manner anyway, but I just didn’t. My mental health and well-being is very closely tied to how much exercise I do; if I don’t run, I get in to a bad place, and when I’m in a bad place, I don’t run. It’s like a big fun snowball careering down a hill, which then crashes and burns in a mess at the bottom. Best year ever!
So what did I actually do in 2016?
Miles Ran: 823 (very poor; 200 less than last year and 500 less than 2014 and 2013)
Races Ran: 5 (Meh)
Longest Run: 37 miles (Speyside Way Ultra)
It’s an odd juxtaposition to follow on from some moaning about how shit a running year I’ve had, to then go on and say I completed five races 2016 including a marathon and two ultras. But when you find yourself in a bubble where running an ultra a month is now not just usual but almost expected, it’s quite easy to feel that by ‘only’ doing two you’ve somehow fallen short of expectations.
I am also personally aware of how little effort I put in to training for them, and I turned up and consequently struggled a lot more than I should have done. Relying on muscle memory and tenacity in order to get to a finish line is not cool, and certainly not commendable. Do not take inspiration from this method, I do not recommend it at all. In my experience, the rewards are a lot more enjoyable when you have earned them.
What else did I do in 2016?
Months unemployed: 5
Jobs gained: 1
Countries visited: 3 (Germany, Japan, Ibiza)
I moved to Edinburgh to start a new job at the start of June. Unfortunately I had to do this by myself, leave my husband working in Aberdeen, and begin a heinous routine of Monday to Friday in Edinburgh, Friday night to Monday morning in Stonehaven. I’ve seen Stonehaven train station before 6am on a Monday more times than anyone should, and at the last count, I’ve spent over £600 in train fares. Living in Edinburgh is nice, but I am yet to settle in and make new friends, join a running club, or embark on any meaningful training routine. This transitional, peripatetic life is utterly exhausting and after seven months, I am sick to the back teeth of it. I’d love to say there is an end in sight, but the geographic nature of Kynon’s work means that finding similar work in Edinburgh has so far proved impossible, so this is our life now.
My favourite memories from 2016 are from our trip to Japan at the start of April, which is Sakura (cherry blossom) season. I was enchanted by the country and its culture; we visited Tokyo, Hiroshima, Miyajima, Kyoto, and Kamakura, and travelled between the cities on the famous bullet trains. We also found a race to do, and really enjoyed the scenic and hilly Miyajima 15k.
How are we going to make 2017 better?
Races entered: 7
Weight to lose: 1 tonne (approx)
Flats to move into: 1
As mentioned in this post, I’ve jumped in with two feet and registered myself for a tonne of races. Being a typically tight Aberdonian, there’s no way I am going to pay for entries and then not use them, so 2017 is looking a lot busier than 2016 was. The other great news is that I have received a ballot place in the Chicago Marathon! I am so excited to do this race and am going to train my backside off (literally) for it to do the best I can. I am going to dedicate the summer to train specifically for this marathon, and I hope that in 12 months time I’m signing off next year’s post with how delighted I am with my massive PB, and to also finally have got a Good For Age time for London.
Kynon and I are planning on making the trip to Chicago together, and taking the opportunity to explore some of America’s Midwest. I’m investigating potential road trip destinations, and hopefully we’ll be able to attend an NFL game too. This trip will be a beacon to look forward to, as well as hopefully a trip to somewhere sunnier closer to home in the summer. Another good thing is that I am moving into my own flat in Edinburgh at the end of January, and I am looking forward to finally getting more of a sense of home in my ‘new’ city.
I can only hope that the combination of these good things will pull my spirits up a bit, and that next year I can produce some great, positive, blog content for you all.
New Year’s Resolutions
- Do more yoga
- Take more weekend trips
- Make more of an effort to make new friends
Yoga – For some reason, now I’m in Edinburgh with a variety of yoga choices, I have stopped taking classes. This makes as much sense as the rest of this clusterfart of a year, so I won’t even try and explain it. I love to practice yoga; it clears my mind, restores my heart, and makes my body feel better. Why am I not doing more of this?!
Travel – Edinburgh Airport has a great selection of flight options to travel cheaply within Europe for a weekend. I need to take more advantage of this, and I’d rather spend my money on this than more bloody train tickets!
Friends – I am going to join a running club in the New Year, and I am going to try and be better at interacting with the fitness scene in Edinburgh. As a massive introvert this does not come naturally, but I know that if I surround myself with people whose goals align with mine, I will train happier and more effectively. There’s no way I would have dragged myself out of bed for all the pre-7am Saturday long runs without my Stonehaven running chums, so I need to find a similar squad to train with in Edinburgh.
I think that’s enough navel-gazing for now. I’m sorry this post has not been the happy review it usually is, but there’s no point in trying to gild a turd. 2017 will be better for us all – it has to be.
Thank you all for sticking with me through both the highs and the lows, and I wish you and your loved ones all the best for 2017.